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(thing) by Quizro Thu Mar 02 2000 at 19:33:58
Los Angeles punk band that began 1977 and -- I discovered to my immense surprise the other day -- is still playing gigs, though apparently the only original member left is lead vocalist Lee Ving. Fear, captured live in the documentary The Decline of Western Civilization, played crass, obnoxious, politically incorrect rock that at worst could be hideously misogynistic but at best possessed a raw bluesy power that made the band a classic of the old school. Their first self-titled album (containing the anthemic "I Don't Care About You (Fuck You)") is a must-have, as is the soundtrack to the Decline. The rest you can pretty much pass on.
(idea) by Roninspoon Wed Dec 06 2000 at 15:52:26

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

Bene Gesserit litany against fear

From
Herbert, Frank. Dune. Ace Books, 1996

(idea) by Metacognizant Mon Feb 05 2001 at 0:10:00
Fear

By Metacognizant

No adult ever knew what an adult was
other than a life-sized contradiction
to dance with and hurl around the room, because
an adult has fear
and so can be trusted
with a miserly gift of freedom
to be placed on the highest shelf not even unwrapped

Every child knows what a child is
knows the IRS forms and TV advertising
and mortgage and laundry and carpool
and fear of dark alleys and subways rides alone
mean Mommy and Daddy are still children

Every caged beast is just another child
covered as the bars may be by plush and
lovely curtains
push against them and your shoulder's bruised
against the razor wire of this reality

How do we ever grow up?
dropping as we do from the dark canal into
the darker grave
our eyes open too slowly
to let in much light during
the brief hurtling fall back into blindness
(idea) by myriad Sat Aug 04 2001 at 16:20:47

It's fear. It's the kind that attaches to the crown of your head, and spreads coldly and jerkily, like hair gel falling down a wall, along your spine into the pit of your stomach. It's like in the books: that cold sinking. Then its twin, the self-hatred. Following in a thinner, acidic streak, dripping. That realization that maybe this time, it's too late. Maybe you've blown it. Like Scarlett O'Hara and countless others careless until after the last moment. Like getting the acceptance and even sympathy from your parents about your schoolwork, and blowing it all by reading the Babysitters Club when you should be working on spelling. It's paralyzing. It creeps from your spine around your neck into your ears. It buzzes. It pushes the world still, into slow motion, and makes ridiculous the tiny thoughts left over. The nausea. Feeling completely at the mercy of... whatever you're at the mercy of. And knowing, wincing with the knowledge, that if you are forgiven then you might just do it all over again. The certain knowledge that you are utterly a poseur, empty, only made of shadows. Another tiny voice, far off, laughing at your melodrama. The slowness, the lead in your stomach. Another corner, abuzz with its own resentment: everything was fine until now. Why are we all of a sudden not forgiven. Why can you tell us that everything is okay and then it's not.

And you realize that you can hardly feel your fingers and your neck is stiff. And you no longer have a crown to your head: it seems to have disintegrated, there is no sensation left.

A ridiculous, dramatic comparison to much grander things. ohshityoublewit. Oh my god. I'm so dead. I'm never going to be whole. I'm never going to function in relationships. And it doesn't matter how much you warn them. They're never gonna get it till they feel it. And then they'll hate you for it.

The sudden realization that the net is not where you thought it was. And you're diving, you missed the catcher and you're rolling, you're hitting the floor. But you thought there was net.

A calmness of desparation. It's all over. It doesn't matter. Plans for living. Plans for where to go, instead. The ridiculousness that you're apologizing for someone else. And yet it doesn't really matter: nothing matters.

Worst of all is the tiny, flaming hope, the tenacious, butterfly hope that you can make it. It's the life that causes pain. It's the hope that causes fear. If things survive it will be so much work. To regain footing. To be heard. To feel secure. Security, when the net is gone? And yet, to be on the wire is life, they said. All the rest is waiting.

(idea) by Peace Frog Wed Nov 28 2001 at 13:25:22

The Rat
or Fear

Rat pokes its head from out the shadows.
Letting its nose barely hit the pooled light on the sidewalk.

My arm and neck hair stands on end.
My bowels tighten and I taste copper in my mouth.

I see only his head, looking brown, soft and velvety in the late night half light.
Is he sinewy and and wiry, or sleek and glossy,
or fat and slow from feasting many nights on
the leavings of our waste?
Is this the one that leaves his droppings in lieu of ours?
Is he the spreader of disease
(and the stealer of cheese)?
The one that people run from
evil and mean
who would gnaw on our bones if we
couldn't
wouldn't
lift a hand
to stop him from desecrating our holiness?

Rat pokes its head from out the shadows.
Letting its nose barely hit the pooled light on the sidewalk.

My arm and neck hair stands on end.
My bowels tighten and I taste copper in my mouth.

I look closer
He's just a leaf, hung on a web
wind blowing back and forth.
Into the light.

(thing) by Zero Signal Fri Oct 04 2002 at 17:59:02

Fear (1996)

Directed by: James Foley
Written by: Christopher Crowe
Genre: Drama, Thriller, Horror

Cast: Mark Walhberg, Reese Witherspoon, William L. Petersen, Amy Brenneman, Alyssa Milano, Christopher Gray II

Plot:
A 16-year-old girl falls in love with a handsome young man who is not all that he seems.

Review:
I liked Fear. It's a simple but well-executed thriller with a talented cast and an excellent use of suspense. The plot involves young Nicole Walker (Witherspoon) falling in love with handsome and charming David McCall (Wahlberg). Her father Steve Petersen naturally doesn't trust him at first and her stepmother Luara (Brenneman) is initially unsure but in the true spirit of clichéd movie teenage rebellion, Nicole continues to see him anyway. At first he seems to good to be true, but soon the cracks start to form in the relationship. Steve finds out that David has no family or apparent history and that he had moved from one orhpanage to the other. David has a mean temper and is irrationally jealous, which is shown when he beats up Nicole's friend Toby (Gray) just for walking with her. He's also obsessed with Nicole and is psychologically disturbed. When Nicole breaks off the relationship, he starts stalking her and turns to violence towards the end of the movie.

Although Fear may not be world-class, it's a good popcorn movie to enjoy when you feel like something interesting and thrilling.

Rating: R for strong graphic violence and terror, sexuality, language (US)

Links:
IMDB page - http://us.imdb.com/Title?0116287

Source:
IMDB

(thing) by paraclete Mon Oct 17 2005 at 1:45:41

There are two innate fears that every baby is born with; a fear of sudden loud noises and a fear of falling. I don't advise dropping a baby any time soon in order to observe its fear reaction, but try popping a balloon near one of the little critters and see if you don't upset it some.

Of course, these fears don't stay with us forever, as evidenced by adrenaline-junkies who throw themselves out of planes and off cliffs. Nutters. As for sudden noises... who doesn't still jump out of their skin when the phone rings unexpectedly in a quiet room? Fortunately, for the vast majority of us, the call hasn't been placed by a psycho with an Edvard Munch obsession who's been watching us make popcorn all evening, thus meaning that the sudden start we are given is danger-free. Of course, those of us who have to deal with regular calls from the double glazing salesmen would probably prefer psycho-boy. No, I don't need double glazing, thanks. Or triple glazing. No, I'm good for conservatories too, thanks.

Fight or Flight

So how is it that a freshly-hatched human with a blank life experience slate is already able to react to two different stimuli with a fear response? In fact, what is a fear response? It's more commonly termed 'the fight or flight' response, i.e., measures that your body puts in place on sensing possible danger so that it can prepare itself to attack or defend (fight); or run away like its tail's on fire (flight). There is probably no one alive who wasn't born in a coma who hasn't experienced this, so I'm sure you'll recognize the symptoms as I list them:

  • Pounding heart
  • Tense muscles
  • Cold, clammy hands
  • Nausea
  • Diarrhoea

Of course, there are those that say it should be the three 'F's: fight, flight and (to put it politely) fornication. Who hasn't at one point in their life spotted someone across the room who they have a MAJOR crush on and felt instantly nauseous and broken out in a sweat at the thought of talking to them? These symptoms are all caused by the release of adrenaline (epinephrine) and noradrenaline (norepinephrine) from the adrenal glands located above the kidneys. The adrenal glands are stimulated by the hypothalamus in the brain, which in turn has been stimulated by the amygdala, which has itself been stimulated by a perceived event in the immediate environment such as the tapping of a branch on a window pane or a sudden movement caught out of the corner of your eye.

The Amygdala

The brain circuitry involved in this whole process is quite complex, but the boss of the situation is the amygdala, Greek for 'almond'. It is an almond shaped nucleus located in the temporal lobe, and is part of the limbic system. It is the centre of a nexus of various brain pathways that are designed to pick up potential danger signs in the surrounding environment. The amygdala is a very old piece of neural matter, evolutionarily speaking, and (like a lot of the brain) outdates the development of conscious thought by many millions of millennia, which is thought to be why such things as irrational fears (phobias) exist. The amygdala's main function appears to be the determining of the significance of environmental events, and if necessary, trigger an emotional and physical response. It's not hard to see why the development of the amygdala was a boon to life; any creature that possessed the ability to react to a potential threat was more likely to survive than the ones that just sat there without a care in the world (and were quickly eaten / squashed / used as building material for something's nest.) We know that it is the amygdala that is responsible for determining the potential threat significance of events because of experimental lesions in animals, and from observation of behavior in humans after severe head trauma.

Back to those babies...

So a newly-popped sprog has these two fears from the word go because these fears have millions of years of evolution behind them. Okay, so a baby isn't actually going to be able to do much about a perceived threat (apart from lie there and poop at them), but by crying out, its parents become aware of its distress and will make efforts to appease it. Of course, it isn't just human babies that have this, the entire mammal collective do, as well as birds and reptiles. In fact, the stegosaurus, with its walnut-sized brain, probably had an early amygdala prototype. It's been around the block a few times.

So, fear is an evolutionarily advantageous way of ensuring an animal will avoid certain dangerous situations. A fear of the dark is, for most of us, an irrational fear, but was previously very important in human survival. But now, to be scared to walk into your bedroom without the lights on is just plain irrational, assuming you haven't just had an argument with your Other Half and they're waiting in there with something sharp. But millennia ago, when we didn't have houses with brick walls and security fences; and hadn't hunted virtually ever other predator into extinction, we were very vulnerable in the dark. Especially since all the now-extinct predators had better night vision than us. Interestingly, I have heard anecdotally that males tend to be scared of the dark around them, such as in the wardrobe, and females tend to be scared of the dark beneath the bed. The reason postulated for this is that women, being lighter and lither than men, were able to climb trees to sleep in at night, and so danger would generally come from below. Meanwhile, men, being the slow, lumbering beasts that they are, had to sleep on the ground at night and so had to be wary of the surrounding environment. Me, I think that evolutionary psychologists have too much time on their hands and should go get a proper job.

Fear conditioning

So, we're born with but the two fears. How do we accrue more as we get older? There are two memory circuits that are key in fear conditioning; the conscious memory from the hippocampus; and unconscious memory from the amygdala. For instance, someone might develop a fear of enclosed spaces because of a childhood experience of being trapped in a cupboard during a game of hide and seek. The kid would start to panic and hyperventilate because it thinks it's never going to be found and is going to be stuck there forever more. The conscious memory of the experience would be converted to long-term memory by the hippocampus, and the amygdala would note that being trapped in a small space is threatening situation that should be flagged for the future. Summed-up: the experience of a nasty stimulus in combination with a certain event will sometimes lead to a fear of the event itself. So, the next time that the child is in an enclosed space such as lift, the amygdala will determine that a the current environmental experience is suspicious enough to set off a `fight or flight' reaction.

A personal example that I can give you is my fear of walking down stairs. I didn't even know I had this fear until recently. Yeah, I know, I'm all kinds of nuts. Anyway. I was an ungainly, uncoordinated lump of a child, and I once managed to trip over my own feet when coming down a flight of stairs. Lying in a crumpled heap of pain at the bottom, my amygdala made the spot-on observation of "Ooh! That hurt! Let's not do that again, eh?" Now, as an ungainly, uncoordinated lump of an adult, I'm always aware of what I'm doing with my feet when walking down stairs. No biggie, not disabling... unless of course you have the fool idea of doing the Inca Trail. Those Incas really liked their stairs; put them everywhere they possibly could. Admittedly they lived in the Andes, but that's beside the point. The first two days of the full hike is uphill all the way, which apart from being not-quite-as-fit-as-I-thought-I-was, wasn't a problem. The third day is a little more uphill walking to get to the top of the second peak, and then it's mostly downhill from that point onward. I mentioned the Inca's fascination with steps... suddenly, I was faced with a steep downward flight of stairs that had about 6" of foot length on each step, with each step being half a leg deep. Oh, and they were only slightly wider than I was, and there was a 3000ft drop to my right. It was at this point that I sat down and refused to go any further. There was a lot of tears, a lot of cajoling from my friend and the guides, a lot of false starts and a lot of me having to swallow my pride and shuffle my arse down step by step. Not one of my finer moments.

What I've just relayed is of course a completely over-exaggerated fear response; the level of perceived danger was greatly in excess of the actual level of danger I was in. Probably. I am quite clumsy. The name given to such an over-the-top reaction is 'phobia', and a phobia can be specified by a prefix, such as arachnophobia (fear of spiders) and paraskevidekatriaphobia (fear of Friday the 13th).

Fear Dysfunction

An overenthusiastic amygdala is responsible for a great deal of psychiatric disability. Apart from phobias, which are far ranging (arachibutyrophobia, the fear of 'peanut butter sticking to the roof of your mouth' anyone?), there is post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), panic attacks and generalised anxiety disorder (GAD). It is estimated that around 50% of mental difficulties are anxiety related. In PTSD, the amygdala responds to a severe traumatic incident (such as torture) so ferociously that even day-to-day activities will trigger flashbacks and paralysing anxiety.

There must be some genetic basis to amygdala function; this is evidenced by the way that some people are anxious about anything and everything, and some don't even know the meaning of the word 'worry'. Anxiety is a trait that runs in families, but this could as equally be nature as nurture. Interestingly, MRI scans show that those with bipolar disorder tend to have larger than average amygdalas. The reason for, and effects of this are not clear.

The reason that the amygdala can exert such a strong influence is because of the way it communicates with the rest of the brain. It projects ten times as many neurones to the neocortex and other structures than it receives as inputs for these other areas. This means that there is very little feedback control available to the rest of the brain, as evidenced by someone who is unable to stop themselves from avoiding stepping on cracks in the pavement, even though they rationally know that their mother won't come to any harm if they do so.

The only successful method that has been proven to help with irrational fears is cognitive and behavioral therapy (CBT). Cognitive therapy attempts to stop the vicious cycle of thoughts about a situation that worsen said situation by identifying, analysing and rationalising the thought. In doing so, a patient can gradually break the obsessive thought cycles that they find themselves locked in. In behavioral therapy, patients are first made to analyse in great detail the behavior they want to change, and then gradually expose themselves to the situation that they find threatening (systematic desensitisation), in combination with being taught anxiety reduction methods.

CBT is very effective, and is in fact as effective as pharmacological therapy for GAD and mild to moderate depression, with the added advantage of no systemic side-effects and a reduced likelihood of relapse. So, the lesson to be learned from all this? As with all things in life, fear is good for you in moderation. However, when it becomes all-pervading, it can be a chronically disabling condition. Really, the only thing anyone should be afraid of is fear itself. Oh, and this.

(definition) by Webster 1913 Tue Dec 21 1999 at 23:37:14

Fear (?), n.

A variant of Fere, a mate, a companion.

[Obs.]

Spenser.

 

© Webster 1913.


Fear, n. [OE. fer, feer, fere, AS. fr a coming suddenly upon, fear, danger; akin to D. vaar, OHG. fara danger, G. gefahr, Icel. far harm, mischief, plague, and to E. fare, peril. See Fare.]

1.

A painful emotion or passion excited by the expectation of evil, or the apprehension of impending danger; apprehension; anxiety; solicitude; alarm; dread.

The degrees of this passion, beginning with the most moderate, may be thus expressed, -- apprehension, fear, dread, fright, terror.

Fear is an uneasiness of the mind, upon the thought of future evil likely to befall us. Locke.

Where no hope is left, is left no fear. Milton.

2. Script. (a)

Apprehension of incurring, or solicitude to avoid, God's wrath; the trembling and awful reverence felt toward the Supreme Belng.

(b)

Respectful reverence for men of authority or worth.

I will put my fear in their hearts. Jer. xxxii. 40.

I will teach you the fear of the Lord. Ps. xxxiv. 11.

render therefore to all their dues; tribute to whom tribute is due . . . fear to whom fear. Rom. xiii. 7.

3.

That which causes, or which is the object of, apprehension or alarm; source or occasion of terror; danger; dreadfulness.

There were they in great fear, where no fear was. Ps. liii. 5.

The fear of your adventure would counsel you to a more equal enterprise. Shak.

For fear, in apprehension lest. "For fear you ne'er see chain nor money more."

Shak.

 

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Fear, v. t. [imp. & p. p. Feared (?); p. pr. & vb. n. Fearing.] [OE. feren, faeren, to frighten, to be afraid, AS. fran to terrify. See Fear, n.]

1.

To feel a painful apprehension of; to be afraid of; to consider or expect with emotion of alarm or solicitude.

I will fear no evil, for thou art with me. Ps. xxiii. 4.

With subordinate clause.

I greatly fear my money is not safe. Shak.

I almost fear to quit your hand. D. Jerrold.

2.

To have a reverential awe of; to solicitous to avoid the displeasure of.

Leave them to God above; him serve and fear. Milton.

3.

To be anxious or solicitous for.

[R.]

The sins of the father are to be laid upon the children, therefore . . . I fear you. Shak.

4.

To suspect; to doubt.

[Obs.]

Ay what else, fear you not her courage? Shak.

5.

To affright; to terrify; to drive away or prevent approach of by fear. z2

fera their people from doing evil. Robynsin (More's utopia).

Tush, tush! fear boys with bugs. Shak.

Syn. -- To apprehend; drad; reverence; venerate.

 

© Webster 1913.


Fear, v. i.

To be in apprehension of evil; to be afraid; to feel anxiety on account of some expected evil.

I exceedingly fear and quake. Heb. xii. 21.

 

© Webster 1913.

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