agent_tuesday

user since
Mon Jul 17 2006 at 09:46:55 (2.3 years ago )
last seen
Mon Nov 3 2008 at 22:06:15 (2.1 weeks ago )
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C!s spent
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mission drive within everything
To learn grace and tact from the fists of the unforgiving.
specialties
One part laughter, one part poetry, two parts sex, one part revolution. Release.
motto
"When the game's over, the king and the pawn go in the same box."
most recent writeup
Hero
I've almost succeeded in going a year without a homenode, and that, friends, simply will not do.

I have no idea where to begin, so I'll begin at whatever comes to mind first, and we'll see if we can't make this as chaotic as possible.

The Things That Keep Me Going
I believe that every question has an answer, and to believe that there are no answers is foolish, even if your question has never before been answered by anyone.
I adore thought.
I admire class.
I belive anyone can have a reality of their very own.
I'm a sucker for piano.
I have a high tolerance for physical pain.
I don't believe in the past or the future because I find them irrelevant.
I think secrets are a sign of insecurity.
I think people who don't believe in things are cowards, but at the same time inflexibility is hideous.
I have often assumed the role of emotional band-aid for broken people, and it has made me more calloused than I ever wanted to be.
I love costumes, and think people should celebrate halloween-like holidays more often.
It makes me happier to give a smile than to recieve one.
One thing I want before I die is to finally see someone I respect without their clothes.

I'm unusual in that I have big dreams. The unusual part is that I still believe in all of them everyday.




I once dreamed that this man killed me. I believe most days that he could, too.

This girl's homenode makes me smile. It's good to see that happy people still live in the world.

This guy gave me faith and belief again when I had resigned myself to thinking that the world was cruel and everyone around me insisted that an afterlife was the product of weakness. Because of this, I reworked most of my life, dramatically, and am more happy today than I have ever been. I am in his debt.



I have three passions in life.

Music is one of these passions, but it will soon be a passion that I am unable to articulate because we are witnessing (finally) the death of the age of the genre. So, while it is still possible for me to do so, let me say the following:

Indie, Post-Rock, IDM, Ambient, Downbeat, Drum and Bass, and Indie Hip-Hop are my bestest friends.

Acoustic, GOA, Electronica, Ska, Punk, Rock, and Metal still come over on the weekends and attend the parties.

Every once in a while I'll see Hardcore, Emo, or Mathcore at the store or while I'm driving.

Country, Pop, and Rap are all assholes and can go die.


Books are another. Anything that makes me laugh, makes me think, or helps me do something. I enjoy the second kind more than the others.


And the third is a secret that very few people will ever know, but it is magnificent and powerful. I wish I understood it more, but this does not stop me from loving it.