disillusioned
- user since
- Mon Sep 16 2002 at 22:53:59 (6.2 years ago )
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- Sat Nov 8 2008 at 04:57:43 (1.5 weeks ago )
- number of write-ups
- 15 - View disillusioned's writeups (feed)
- level / experience
- 0 (Initiate) / 232
- C!s spent
- 1
- mission drive within everything
- Impress the faceless...
- specialties
- Web dev, graphic design, drumming, and the like...
- school/company
- ASU / Synapse Studios (http://www.synapsestudios.com) / Originality Is Overrated.com (Personal Site)
- motto
- Do only those things which you'll look back with enduring fondness on...
- most recent writeup
- June 8, 2007
| For those who want to gift me. Or to my secret santa (or santess...)
I am easy to please. I'm much more interested in something without a receipt. Or, if a receipt must be had, I am pleased with it having been augmented some way. Do me something creative... A bunch of recipies with ingredients for some in bags, even though I probably already have flour. A mix CD with your most listened to songs, and then one with your least listened to songs. A fifty word autobiography about... me. Try to find what you can about me. If you're clever, and know your way around Google and my (stark) homenode, you might be able to conjure up something interesting. The easier way out (but equally appreciated) might be to make up an alter ego for me. If you do this, you must illustrate it. Bonus points for comic book/graphic novel format.
If you can't tell I'm being rather facetious, then I'll be even happier. The truth is, these things would be nice. Something completely original would be nice. Something as simple as simple could be would work too- my expectations are never that high. Please impress me, though? It's easy. I promise.
What's there to easily be said about my life? I'm enjoying it. That's for sure. I'm enjoying it a lot. I feel selfish for this. I'm building my business. I would love to see it turn into something huge. I know the steps I need to start down to get there- it involves developing something that has a subscription base, so we have a firm revenue stream working for us. I need this. I want to finish my school, and see where my business is by then. Things will change a lot over the next few years, but I'm confident I'll end up somewhere superb. I can't guarantee it'll be here... I want to move. I want to live somewhere beautiful, where I can taste the fresh air, and go swimming in the lake, and where my future kids can go 'slporing in the woods behind my house and somewhere where it snows. I want to travel all over, and see as much as I can with someone who loves it as much as I do. I want to become someone amazing. I want to learn more, and about everything. Next semester, I'm going to focus more on school, but I want to get back into reading more. I would *like* to become more physically active... I actually enjoy things like playing catch with my brother, swimming, hiking and that sort of thing... I want so many things. I know I have the capacity, but I wish... well, the way my ex put it, I wish I could just forward ahead 5 years, past all of this uncertainty. |
User Bookmarks:
- Welcome to Everything
- Charles Bukowski
- Impressing a woman
- Impressing a man
- Some of our best friends are three minutes long
- Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle
- The Raven
- I want anime hair, and then some
- You do not have a right to not be offended
- I miss you, damn you for being so damn amazing
- Song Of Myself
- Nathan, This Is Unacceptable
- Fight Club haikus
- Useless Stuff
- Jesus did not say this; it represents the perspective of a later or different tradition
- A picture is worth a thousand words
- Swedish Fish
- Is jessicapierce attempting to destroy everything with the help of Satan?
- Funnel cake
- Pretend you're not dying inside
- It's too bad that Everything has 5205700 errors
- Memories are meant to fade : They're designed that way for a reason
- Evolution violates the 2nd law of thermodynamics
- Phone books have never been this exciting!
- Tell people they're beautiful and you will change the world
- Tell me a story about being really alive
- Getting to know you noders fucking sucked
- You, of course, are the exception
- Letter to Isaac Asimov
- The undoing of How to cook the perfect steak
- Yesterday I kissed the girl I love
- Watching you sleep
- I turn over in bed, brush against your warmth, and know it is you (place)
- what we did last night
- Mahna Mahna
- The guy who may as well already be dead and therefore doesn't care about the consequences of his actions and is able to move with perfect freedom for the remainder of what will likely be a tragically short life
- So, you want to change your hair color? Read this first!
- Calvin Ball (idea)
- Sensei's recipes
- Early, before our hands knew what to do (place)
- The urge to drive off the road
- I remember when it was me who made her skin flush
- The woman with her legs apart
- People wouldn't fall in love so often if it were more clearly marked
- They don't know what they're missing
- Soup first, or noodles first? (idea)
- I regret nothing
- Though I may not have lived a virtuous life, at least I can say I've lived
- Seriously, though, who the hell did I think I was going to become?
- How I was thrown from a car at 45 mph
- OK, so I'm a fuckup, and it's Tuesday
- Casting the League of Extraordinary Gentlemen today
- I choose "D," all of the above. (idea)
- The sad thing is, if you get her you'll be sick of her in a year
- The bravest man I've ever known (person)
- Bread is the staff of the proletariat. Toast is a decadent capitalist luxury.
- like perfume
- Clarissa Explains It All (thing)
- Little red raver girl (idea)
- Imagine the prettiest thing you've ever seen. Now make it glow.
- we lose weeks like buttons, like pencils (idea)
- What did you mean when you said...
- The emotional cocktail that follows friendly intimacy
- I used to love women from afar. Of course, now they call it stalking. (idea)
- A man who never sees a pretty girl without loving her a little
- I hope there is someone in your life to tell you how beautiful you are
- Can You Rip a Memory?
- Harry S. Truman (thing)
- Sarah's Virginity (person)
- Coffee, wine and Rachel
- I like you. Now let me tell you all my flaws.
- The more I adore you, the more I fear failure in your eyes
- Logical fallacy
- Questions I Ask Myself At Night In Bed
- You noders still fucking suck, but your needing my wisdoms bad
- You noders still fucking suck, but your needing my wisdoms bad (place)
- Ten reasons to believe in God (thing)
- Wouldn't it be nice if I could remember her as a firework
- Would you mind terribly if I kissed you now? (idea)
- Don't tell her she's beautiful
- The problem with people who think life is inexpressibly beautiful is that they so often try to express it anyway
- When you're finished struggling... are you free tonight?
- The good guys and the bad guys were on the back of the boat and I swear I only turned my back for a MINUTE but when I came back, they'd killed Mozart. (idea)
- On the other hand, you have different fingers
- No matter where I was, whisps of you haunted my thoughts (idea)
- A message from sensei (idea)
- No one ever listens to the bassist
- Touch the Puppy (idea)
- I don't have any secrets. Now ask me if I have any lies.
- How do you know when someone's your best friend? (person)
- 1.) Everything is beautiful; 2.) Except me
- When Everything2 goes mainstream
- The Lone Onion Ring
- Hi, I masturbate. Shake my hand.
- The Heisenberg Uncertainty Priniciple in real life (idea)
- Unborn to-morrow and dead yesterday, why fret about them if today be sweet!
- Laughing at what we call cloudbursts and showers and drizzles; knowing these are not subtle enough to mean anything about what comes from the heavens
- I played solitaire for a year for the chance to use one line
- Ethical relativism vs. ethical absolutism
- Using a Jedi Mind Trick on State Troopers
- Loving is the ocean, kissing is the wet sand
- nugget buddies (thing)
- How do you know when your relationship is over?
- Death of a factory (place)
- Sex with your best friend
- The feeling you get when meeting an ex-partner soon after you split (idea)
- Butterfinger McFlurry
- I will eat you slowly with kisses
- I will eat you slowly with kisses (personal)
- Here are some true pieces for you, anonymous, handsome. (person)
- Frisky, most silver, serene -- bright step at the margins of air, you tiny colossus and winsome and master me, easy in sunlight, you gracious one come to me, live in my life (person)
- Long after bedtime I will wake up and sit crosslegged watching you. It is your fault for having your face. (person)
- You can't sleep in pants with freshly shaven legs
- Drink from the cup as if it's already broken (idea)
- How to calculate the day of the week for a given date (idea)
- It's easy to speak love in the dark... what about in broad daylight in the glare of the sun and the world (place)
- The most perfect thing you can ever do
- She is stupidly keeping herself a secret, when I know she has sparkly things to show me
- I was never broken
- The best tuna fish sandwich I've ever had
- Anybody who gets married before the age of 25 scares me a little
- You can't stop thinking of her: this is how you explained it, a proof of your being in love.
- Grammatical and syntactic puzzles
- Public service commercials that accidentally make you an asshole. (idea)
- Things to do, if you are hard-core
- pierogi (thing)
- We turn our faces to what the eternal evening brings
- For want of a nail
- Enlarged to show texture
- Blue swimmer crab with angel hair pasta, preserved lemon and chilli
- There are times when they seem to be right
- About some girl
- Microsoft HTML de-bastardization
- I was invisible beside you
- Realizations about reality found after sufficient higher education (idea)
- It was the way your (idea)
- Findings:
- Some words are harder than others
- She touched my life for a second and made everything peach-scented (person)
- I hate you. Please don't leave me.
- I miss you can I have the ground back now
- Adam Purcell
- Kiss me, you are beautiful. These are truly the last days. (idea)
- I hate you. Please don't leave me. (thing)
- My fingers flow over a keyboard, but words jumble at my teeth
- Every time I see a dead fish that isn't, I think of you. Happiness keeps washing over me like a wave. What do I do with it all?
- I may dream in technicolor, but I trip the fuck out in old-school black and white (idea)
- You love these machines. These machines are dead: a love story. (place)
- we are shining, broken light across the cold earth
- Named HTML Colors
- My body is a battlefield, and all my breasts ever do is argue about existentialism
- What's the Frequency Kenneth? (thing)
- Mystery Science Theater 3000 (thing)
- Don't panic (thing)
- Eventually you will need to open up the shades to let the light in
- Shall I tell you stories of other stars: stars that you love, that deserve your love. Stars that do not disappoint, and disgust, and disgrace your love. Oh, I have hope they exist for your sake!
- My sweet, fluffy puppydog is a feral and bloodthirsty killer. Cool! (idea)
- This place needs more actual content. Let's begin.
- Her innocence fell. She kicked at it some, frowned, and left it there because it was beautiful.
- If you want lonely I will give you white water flapping against a little boat (idea)
- Why it's rude to open a door for a woman (idea)
- There is not much new to say about snow, or about broken love
- You've been slowly taking me over for nearly a year, do you know that?
- We are a sine wave
- Out of sight, still in mind, completely permanent
- Donnie Darko
- The Johnny Appleseed of LSD (person)
- Around nine PM my heart was breaking so I went to bed early to listen to it happen.
- Everything User Search
- You kissed me on the mouth; I felt your lips on mine for months afterward
- My regret sits on the floor like someone else's polaroid photos
- My regret sits on the floor like someone else's polaroid photos (idea)
- My eyes change color when I kiss someone
- These images in their contrivance were the utter epitome of unconscious inertia
- How can I need kisses I have never felt?
- Why the world is more beautiful with a creator (person)
- The emotional pleasures of contradiction are impossible to sell (idea)
- It was a pauper's laugh. It was what I could afford. (person)
- It's always a good idea to tell people you love them if you do (idea)
- girl smell (fiction)
- I knew enough about him to know his name and what kind of snowball he could make
- Terrible things men say to women they're supposed to love (thing)
- Caught between yes and maybe (idea)
- His mind went blank against the flesh next to him
- Slug death (idea)
- Fraggle Rock (thing)
- So this one-legged man walks into a bar
- I drove my fish to suicide
- The terrorists have already won "ANY BREAKFAST BAGEL SANDWICH" at McDonald's! (idea)
- You asked me once what I would remember... this, and much more
- Cheese Cellar Café (place)
- You would make a wonderful father
- Shooting yourself in the head for fun and profit
- Sad little spiral-bound notebook diaries (idea)
- We're sprouting wings, metamorphosing, speaking in tongues
- I bought a Mac (idea)
- She sketched on paper napkins (idea)
- Take a deep breath and write out your thoughts for me
- Go to jail. Go directly to jail. Do not pass go, do not collect $200. (idea)
- Earthbound (thing)
- How to land a jet plane on an aircraft carrier
- Pillows, disregarded
- The Anime Laws of Physics (idea)
- December 24, 2002 (person)
- Time flies but aeroplanes crash (thing)
- sex (thing)
- My second experience with death: sunshine (person)
- You are complexity, studied and defined (idea)
- The best compliment an actor can receive (thing)
- I am in love with so much more than your body heat, but let's start there
- Once you have tasted flight: In defense of manned space travel (idea)
- How to pack someone out of your life (idea)
- This isn't Vietnam, man. This is Jazz; there are Rules. (idea)
- 1000 Hours Deluxe American Superwar Gold! (idea)
- Inefficient hello world programs (thing)
- When the fall is all that's left it matters a great deal
- clafoutis (thing)
- Assemblies of God (thing)
- You make a light in the world and you hope someone can still look up from the dust for long enough to see it (idea)
- Penny in a snowbank
- Using the postal service to fight The Man and sell drugs is only good in theory
- waffle (thing)
- Somewhere, there's a universe with your name on it, spelled out in consecutive constellations (place)
- Portland, Connecticut
- Those things we use to gauge ourselves propel us over cliffs (idea)
- NES blinking power light (thing)
- Love, as seen from the inside of my head
- Laughter and lying on grass (person)
- One of each (idea)
- Ways to overthrow a government (idea)
- These are the memories I never had (idea)
- The flowers smiled, but she was gone (idea)
- Why do we always whisper in the dark? (idea)
- Only at Chuck E. Cheese's, in the small hours with a gun in my hand, do I feel truly alive (place)
- Left instead of right (thing)
- Chicken Spaghetti
- Golden Syrup and Mascarpone Ice Cream (thing)
- Just because I'm black doesn't mean I can rap (idea)
- When silence between two people is comfortable (idea)
- Send me the pillow, the one that you dream on (person)
- no deeper blue (place)
- I will hold your hand (idea)
- Psst! Johnny likes Jenny! Pass it on! (idea)
- How to defend yourself against a coconut
- This was unexpected, my soul's connection to you (place)
- Hello, I take Zoloft. I am so gloriously mentally ill! You will love me, yes? (idea)
- I want you in my mouth (thing)
- In my spare time, I enjoy the occasional murder
- There are no left turn lanes
- One who doesn't ask, eats wax
- Crepes suzette (thing)
- Strategic Transcendence on $5 a day (idea)
- Everything I Never Told You
- A Polymer Wang: My police record and me (idea)
- All matter is really energy condensed to a slow vibration (idea)
- If you had to invent a language with no more than one hundred words
- 3DNS
- Michael Bolton singing the National Anthem in Game 4 of the 2003 American League Championship Series
- She is that most perfect art
- October 29, 2004 (idea)
- I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned (idea)
- February 14, 2005
- How to kiss like a ninja
- The Book of Christina
- Incomplete two-word sentences with which to end your life
- September 19, 2005 (idea)