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• Susan Goldman, who has cervical cancer, is partly thankful as she braces herself but changes her mind as she's sprayed with burning jet fuel.
• She does not rustle but her flesh has the moonlit shade of a silver birch
• She's smarter than me but she's also more quiet, therefore she has no personality which makes me feel better
• You can play with my ex-girlfriend, but treat her like the lady that she is.
• The emotion on her face was always the one that she was feeling in her heart
• I told her I could read her mind, but she didn't believe me. I could tell.
• she doesn't write, doesn't tell you stories, but somehow it's her words that spring to mind at those crucial, terrifying moments, and for that you are eternally grateful
• before the internet when teen had REAL relationship the boy could look at the girl and judge the diameter of her thorax with his feelers and determine whether the mating ritual could commence but NO MORE. evil woman use her computer sorcery
• She is a night of dark trees, but he who is not afraid of her darkness will find banks full of roses under her cypresses
• She flies with her own wings
• She crashed her car trying to avoid a butterfly
• He touched her once and she turned into a golden creature. He never touched her again.
• You want to reassure her, but you don't know where to start
• She was so quiet that nobody heard her
• I haven't seen her in a month. She is still beautiful.
• he has her eyes
• She asked me if I loved her and I showed her the tattoo
• She opened her eyes, looked at a world made entirely of white light
• She is so beautiful, I gave up Nihilism for her
• Her grief is still too young to behave itself, so she never lets it out
• she had already found her party
• She practices her speech
• I Knew Her Through a Window
• she left her handwriting all over the calendar
• It happened to everyone else; she swore it wouldn't to her
• I will have her forever but I can't touch her
• I don't think she even knows that I make her smile
• Would you like to penetrate her shell, insinuating yourself among the pages of the books she is reading?
• but her emails
• little pieces of her tragically poetic attempts at being loved that she was startlingly aware of, today
• She does not take her trip. She does not shout out loud.
• She is the queen of accidental magic. Her used kleenexes, taken by the wind, become soulful ghosts.
• When you can almost recognize her face, but you can't remember her name
• She was the prettiest, loveliest cat at the ball and she had upon her fine gilded whiskers.
• In a quiet grove of pines under a frosty sky, he helped her out of the sack. She wore severe white hospital pajamas and was beautiful.
• She smokes. It wraps around her wrists and clings to her neck.
• She, the Last Leviathan. She, the Station Agent. Chin on her Palm, she Watches Every Departure.
• she gave her heart to a falling star
• She thought about giving him her heart
• All the while he was talking she was thinking what his whiskers would feel like on the back of her neck
• Her innocence fell. She kicked at it some, frowned, and left it there because it was beautiful.
• I'm sorry I was speeding, officer, but I really have to get to the hospital
• Sometimes the apathy she saw made her want to curl up and cry
• She was a committed romantic and an anarcha-feminist. This was hard for her because it meant she couldn't blow up beautiful buildings.
• She who leaves men as flaming wrecks in the ditch on the side of the road in her wake, yea, even submarines
• Veronica loves manipulating her vagina until she explodes
• I come home, she lifted up her wings. I guess that this must be the place.
• does she need to touch her own face to know?
• She Will Have Her Way: The Songs Of Tim & Neil Finn
• If you could see her through my eyes
• She wears her failed relationships like a shield
• A dose of mystery slipped into her cocktail while she was in the ladies' room
• She Looks Good, but She Has an Ugly Heart
• i gave her my heart. she gave me a pen.
• beauty is invented, but it is also personified, and I know this because I have met her
• Some nights, alone, he thinks of her, and some nights, alone, she thinks of him
• Her self image was not the force field she imagined it to be
• Ruth holding up time with her beauty
• My friend is dating someone who likes him far more than he likes her
• She is the sea. Above her, he is thunder.
• I would have attempted to draw her if she had stayed that way.
• She said, while hugging a bowl of turnips close to her bosom
• You put a hand on her hip, she permits it.
• She knows no truth except her own.
• A girl I know had her jaw wired shut, and she vomited.
• She Will Have Her Way
• Her sleeves ride up on her arms when she moves
• there was more poetry in her shopping lists than in any of my rhymes
• She said her father died of cancer in the sixties
• I gave her my heart, she tore it apart, and who gives a fart.
• Robert Lionel Fanthorpe fills up the word count in a science fiction novel: she brushed her teeth
• Since she whom I lov'd hath paid her last debt
• How to test if your mother REALLY has eyes in the back of her head
• She bruised her knee. This is how we met.
• What do girls think about guys when they catch guys staring at their breasts, but the guy is actually trying to read her shirt?
• They walk around her like she is in danger of breaking
• Her perception of how gorgeous she is will be evident in her lack of movement during sex
• She sat in virginal white, eyes closed, with only her face in rose
• She calls him Sugarcane. He calls her Hurricane.
• What's she gonna look like with a chimney on her?
• Seems I might have stolen the blue part of her rainbow, but all I really did was make it bigger, a way bigger blue
• I don't tell her these things, and she doesn't ask
• She opened her eyes and spoke in a very normal voice, just as if she were sane
• When she woke up, her hands were still dreaming
• The colors flow through her like a rainbow
• She found her bliss between the headphones, and pursed her lips.
• She may be pretty and have more money than me but she doesn't write songs about you.
• serene. She sips her tea
• She plugs her tears in the way you'd keep a dam from breaking
• you laugh and then you cry but you're still laughing but you miss her so damn much
• She always was devious in her beauty
• The portion of her face she allows me to see
• She was never mine. I always shared her.
• it was just as if she held her breath for 82 years
• Not her voice, but the way her voice changes,
• At night, her eyes closed, she would
• She was inside the music, with her eyes closed
• And she, with her beautiful words and such a fire burning inside
• he doesn't know, but her eyes widen too far
• echoes of her glisten in your eyes; i also tear but without linger
• She grew a little older, while he was telling her
• She ties regrets around her fingers like forget-me-knots
• A woman has 30 ways of laughing, but only 1 way in which she cries.
• why she makes her wishes at 7:07
• She was most amazed by the obvious, like January and the fact that I could not possibly keep her.
• She gets caught in the little world beneath her sheets
• Unloved, yeah. But I'd rather be cursed than poisoned.
• When she sleeps, is she not moving her legs aside for an unknown garrison?
• She didn't wave goodbye so much as slightly raise her hand
• She picked herself up, wiping away at her dignity
• She is willing to attempt to retrieve the data. Go with her.
• while she sleeps, i write myself into her life
• if you fear spells, look away when she decides to share her hair with the wind.
• what she's building now, it isn't much, but it's hers
• They had left, but her mascara kept running
• she lit her thumb on fire
• She disappeared as if he had only dreamed her
• She asked me to read her a poem
• Her picture in my wallet
• She Called in Her Soul to Come and See
• She keeps her lies everywhere
• the way she wears her weary
• The clockwork of her mind is unravelling, bits and pieces coarse with emotion
• Because I still love her, because I know she still loves me.
• you never felt her hot blood on your face but, hey, who's keeping track
• I don't like her because she won't like me
• She always confused her greys with white.
• you never once told her how beautiful she was nor how much you truly loved her
• Every beautiful woman has someone who is tired of her
• Her lack of response opened a gate through which my mind started to wander, into a wilderness where the shadows all had teeth...
• She nicknamed her vagina "Crusty"
• She asked me to copy my poem into her notebook
• Her Handwriting
• I never saw her again
• Her Majesty's Loyal Opposition
• Written in her French Psalter
• Neko Case and Her Boyfriends
• hers
• She has given up on shoes completely.
• Herr
• The Milk-Woman and Her Pail
• Do Her
• I do not see her
• a total loss of control over her life
• The Woman and Her Hen
• Written with a Diamond on her Window at Woodstock
• Things you can tell just by looking at her
• If this were in person, I would have kissed her now
• I don't think of her
• her
• Rosy Palm and her five daughters
• How to check if someone has been through it all
• Her braid; I obeyed
• The Ground Beneath Her Feet
• On Her Majesty's Secret Service
• The Lark and Her Young Ones
• The Lark Burying Her Father
• her lips on mine
• Now I know why I get the urge to kill her
• I can see her face
• Ribbed for her pleasure
• Take Her in Your Arms
• Her Royal Highness
• Say that turning a teenage girl to stone is depriving the world of her
• Her back
• Someone set her face on fire and put it out with an anchor chain
• The Bitch and Her Whelps

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