The
person who cradles your head when it is heavy with
worry, sadness,
loss.. someone you can turn to when it seems like there is nothing left, no hope, no point. Not
everyone has a best friend, at least not a
true best friend. I've been lucky enough to find a couple in
my life, and I personally think that you don't need very many.
I've got a friend..
her name is Kristen. Sometimes I get upset with her, and sometimes I just want to shake her and ask
why she thinks like she does, acts so stupidly. Why it is that she
hurts herself so..
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for the fact that she has something in her
eyes, and there is something in the way she talks to me, the way she is so
painfully honest. She dreams like no one I've ever known, and I swear to God she must be
certifiably insane but I love her more than I've ever loved any creature that has walked the
earth. I don't understand it, and
I don't care to try.. she's just one of those people. I'd have to say she's
redefined friendship in my eyes, I never thought you could be so close to someone without actually being "
in love".
I've had
few very good friends in my life, but I'm
eternally grateful for the ones I have had. It seems that at the same time I
lost one of my best friends, the
only one I had for a time, I gained a group of even
better ones.
This is an interesting concept.
"If you hold on tight to what you think is your thing you may find
you're missing all the rest." -
Dave Matthews