it was a
weird day today.
last night, i couldn't sleep well. i went to bed around 6 a.m. and i started think about
why i'm here.
i mean why i've got birth and end up being here. i was wondering if i'm
happy now and why i can't
appreciate the fact that i'm living as
me and walked thorugh
my life like
this.
it's weird to feel i
love myself more than anything but
i don't like myself a lot.
i woke up aroungd 10 and went to the
dentist 'cause i've got a
mushiba. i really hate to go to the dentist. may be because of the smell of the place. it smells like
pain.
went to
shibuya to shop. i went the
agnis b. store that is one of my favorit brand all time.
i purchased a
black tight suites to wear when i ride my
vespa, and some
shirts and
tight black pants. god, i love to be a
professional geek. i can purchase really cool clothing without looking at the
price tags before i decide to get it.
clothing is one of my few hobby as well.
shima-shisu gave me call on my cell phone when i was browsing
cds at the tower records in shibuya.
i've got one of
the jams cd before i left the store to meet her and
jill who came to visit
tokyo from
seattle.
went to have
gyoza (a.k.a.
dumpling) dinner with them and ran into my freind
rick and his girl at the gyoza place.
we all had dinner together and went to drink. hmm... maker's mark. i love this shit.
later,
seigo,
shima,
tomoki,
nacchan, and bunch of my freinds showed up at the bar. we drunk together. had good time.
seigo showed up with his girl. i thought she was really
attractive. wearing cool clothing,
confident smile, and great
legs. i like a girl who is
beautiful and
smart.
i'm a
smart ass. but i'm not beautiful.
i don't like a
beautiful and dumb girl 'cause she has smething which i don't have and she dosen't have a thing i have.
so as the opposit case.
the girl has both
beauty and intelligence. so i was knocked down.
i always wondering why the girl i find attractive is already
somebody elese's or
living somewhere impossible to see.
it sucks.
tomorrow, i'll invite my family for the
dim-sum dinner 'cause i've got paied.