I think I'm going to spend
tomorrow in a dark closet, wearing earplugs and taking pulls from my bong. I am so burned out on
9/11, and had enough on rememberances stuff on Sunday.
Back in
February, I was giving a mental health diagnosis of
depression by Doctor of Osteopathic Medicine. I started
cognitive therapy in April, and am still in therapy. I have characteristics of
PTSD,
depression, and
anxiety. I'm sure 9/11 didn't help me at all.
I come to avoid the news most of the time this week. Tonight's been the worst, though. I tried to check the news, and it started with nothing but 9/11, terrorists threats,
Condition Orange.