Freedom

Do what you want with your life

but I was scared
my mother had tuberculosis
attacked in the womb
the antibodies flood

I was born scared

and handed off
not really their fault
they were helping my mother

back to her
after two handoffs
deciding not to trust
those big people
by nine months

love but do not trust
try to get food
when they will not get up
in the morning

giving all my love
to my newborn baby sister
when I was three

I wish
I chose music

but I know
why I didn't

it's water over the dam
let it go
listen play listen
be yourself and I will too
you're an angel

I cry

darling
go ahead be wild and free

you don't have to stay with me

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Brevity Quest 2021